We r NOT twins but I just know what U R thinking about! I REALLY CAN FEEL THAT~

15 February 2011 - I don't love U. I just too free so i love U. Sorry! :/

Amanda!!!

Stop Emo-ing okay??? :'(

U know what u really needs to let him go ~ ~ ~

LET HIM GO!!!

Just be friend lah Stupid!

There are so much thing that i want to let him know.

First, I don't play with feeling. I fully trust my heart.

Second,

付出不等于爱。

如果你很懂爱;

你就不会谈这么多次恋爱！

Third, I won't mind if u hurt me. 

I m OKAY~ I can deal with that.

My heart will become stronger every time i get hurt. 

:)

The last thing is I am not an Ordinary girl.

I have my own principle. 

Love make me blind maybe for awhile only.

谢谢你让我成熟多一点。

=)

Brother Amanda.

x]

FEBRUARY

February is a month that is full of LOVE.
February is sweet.
February is full of imagination!
February is expecting surprises!!
February of 14 is Valentine's Day!!!

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Okayyy! This year's February for me is quite different. Mix Feeling!
So much things happened and some were really hurting me.
From friends to love.
I don't really understand the roots of the problems actually.
Just sometimes i need my own privacy.
I don't think i have to report all feeling and thought to you.
I will tell you if i want.
Friends, You meant so much to me.
I LOVE YOU ALL. =)

1 thing for sure is i won't celebrate Valentine's Day!
Cheers Amanda! ;D
Valentine's Day is fall on Monday.
Monday i will be working.
I work as part time promoter at Cosway. :)
Working can make me stop thinking someone that is not for me.
Working can make my life busy.
I don't want to make my life and my surrounding friends feel annoyed because of my ''Single'' love story.
F*ck Off.

I want you to live happily with your life and i will love you in my WAY.
Hard to let it go but I have to.  D':
I believe that if U r mine, no matter how long it takes what circumstances we go through, you still will come back to me. Thats for sure! XD

IMYSM!

Amanda :/

1 February 2011

I thought everything will be Okay if i just let it out. 

But its doesn't happened in that way instead.

I realize after make the thing clear. More complicated the problems it is.

I can't manage my relationship well.

Like someone told me before: U r not mature enough to handle ur relationship. U r still childish!

Hell yeah! Its true!! 

I don't even know how to differentiate between LIKE & LOVE !

What a shame! >.<

Now i don't know how to face this problems? Sigh!

I hope everything will be just fine like before.

We still brother! 

I should not just follow what my heart told me to do.

Sometimes can but sometimes its just so wrong.

I hope this is the last time i behave like this.

No more next time!

Okay, for conclusion. 

I need to think clearly before what i do and say.

They forgive me because they are my friends.

I love them so much. Just like my family.

Thank you for their advice and support.

;D

With love, Amanda. 

You Will NOT Going Anywhere with your SELFISHNESS!!!

Friends, sometimes I really need to say I Hate your ATTITUDE !

I hate SELFISH people like you! Where you put your brain huh?

Taken money so seriously till you forgot  who had helped you when needed them the most!

PITY? Sorry. You are not the person I should feel pity for!

You wants everything just go on your will, but please remember this world is NOT yours Dude!

Always act like you are the only person who are tired, giving people the sour face. Not professional at all !!!

I have tried many times to talk with you but seem likes you are not welcome me. For you to know, I get over it so well.

Time passing by, You still with your suck attitude and I can't stand with it anymore!!!

God hate my ATTITUDE but sometimes I really needs to let it out!! Grrr !!! 

Since that Sorry means nothing for you, so FUCK OFF !!!! 

爱，错 在 哪 里 ？

爱 一 再 出 错，错 在 哪 里?

错 在 人 们 一 直 没 有 搞 懂，

爱 是 给，而 不 是 得；

爱 不 是 出 于 需 求；而 是 分 享，

不 是 出 于 匮 乏，而 是 出 于 丰 富。

Amanda with something NEW !!! =D

Ta- da ! XD

Yeshh! Finally i had an account for my own ''Public Diary''. LOL.

Nothing much for today. I just a new learner and still have many things i need to improve. =]
Luckily, i have friends who are expert in Blogging, and i really need their help for my initial step in Blogging.

Mr. August did asked me what language i use to write my blog?
Erm, I think i will use Chinese and English. I hope by blogging i can improved my grammar.
My Chinese also not that good either.
As long as you understand what i am trying to express thats enough. =)

Credits to my Jie, Siaw Qian & Mr. August Babo.